July 1, 2011

Mantras...to remind myself that I am awesome, and that I can love myself...a suggestion I am embarking upon and today being the first day, I felt a little awkward telling myself that I am awesome and I rock, and then saying I love me, yes very much awkward.  However, after a few 100 repetitions, I felt a little empowered by them.  Maybe I need more guidance than I originally anticipated.  I know I cannot continuously allowing my thoughts to overpower my mind, it's dangerous, and it scares me.  I am much better today, I don't know why, or what happened, but I am better, just for today.  I have this day and this day only, right here, right now.