July 26, 2011

Minutes are trickling by as do the days and months, and then of course the years.  I have wasted many of those, years that is, trying to find where it is that I belong.  I know now.  I have found that last missing piece of the puzzle, I am no longer walking around broken.  No more aimless wanderings into the darkness, I know there is a light, and it shines so that I can see the path laid out before me.  I wish that I could show you what it is that I see.  It's beautiful in design, God created this special place just for me.  Lined with meticulously placed flowers that are forever in bloom, the sky has few clouds just enough though for the imagination to run wild with.  It's serene to say the least.  This is my dream, this is where I go to escape reality now, I place myself amongst the flowers and lie flat on my back watching as the clouds flutter over head.  I wish that I were there right this very moment.  The calming scents of the decor, the beauty that is never ending in the sky, and I; yes I have taken all of these things for granted.  Not today.