July 8, 2011

Insecurities are a seed, sewn not by myself but by others' and in the wreckage of my past, these seeds have flourished and grown.  Some days these "flaws" of mine are like vines growing out of control and in any and/or every direction conceivable.  I crave peace of mind daily, yet seldom find it.  I have knowingly experienced this peace I desire, and still it's only temporary.  I know what it is I must do in order to maintain peace and serenity on a daily basis.  Rid myself of any and all that is causing this blockage of self.  I am in the process, a long, drawn out process that is.  I'll eventually get where it is I want to be, but for now I must accept where it is that I am.