January 28, 2014 cont'd

Sitting in absolute solitude that I have intricately created for myself is proving to be detrimental to my emotional, spiritual and physical well being. I feel myself swaying back and forth between thoughts. I am being encapsulated by FEAR. FEAR of what? Exactly, FEAR of the unknown. I am once again surrounded by those glaring eyes and seething teeth. I feel it's breathe on my neck and I know one quick movement will cause it to attack. I am plagued by what is unknown to most but suffered by so many. I am living in constant fear for my own life.