January 8, 2013

I am desperately trying to break the cycle. I am trying to keep my feet planted. I know I want to run, because that's what I do best. I sabotage EVERYTHING. I try to push myself and maybe too hard. FEAR consumes me once again and without realizing I give into it. Is there really a light at the end of the tunnel or is the light overshadowed with more FEAR and such? Ughhh....I frustrate myself. One moment in time, that's all I ask..just ONE moment. Is that really asking too much?