July 28, 2012

I opened my eyes last night. It may have been only momentarily but I opened them nevertheless. I was thrown aback almost breathless to say the least. It was indeed a most certain moment of clarity. Standing in a somewhat crowded room and hearing only the sound of my heart thumping, my breath heavy yet steady, palms clammy and almost in a daze, I saw what it was I have been searching for. I couldn’t touch it and definitely could not see it. What it was; was a sense of peace. It flowed over me like nothing I have ever experienced in my entire life. As I stood there trembling in absolute fear, that rush that took over, calmed me almost instantaneously. I was almost comforted by its presence. I still feel its presence today. Perhaps….just perhaps.