February 25, 2017

I suppose as they say, I harm myself so I don't harm other's! Bullshit! I do that too. I hate who I am, what I am...I hate everything about myself. I can openly and without fear of ridicule express myself here and so I do.  I haven't the ability to express to ANYONE how I truly feel about them. I am non expressive emotionless, heartless, perhaps even selfish or so I've been told that as well. I do absolutely NOTHING for myself and yet I still feel as empty as the day before. I guess I want for too much. I don't ask and when asked I want nothing still. I feel like an empty shell of a person, hollow. I can cry for hours or days without a problem and just when I think that I've shed my final rear here it comes again.