February 8, 2017

Apparently I am just not good enough and never will be. Society has created liars, cheaters, manipulative fucks and I am sick to my stomach literally over this. It is time to just give up completely. I haven't the mental capacity to endure this shit anymore yet I find myself pleading and begging for yet another chance to prove my own worth and for what? Where the fuck have I gone wrong? Why is it that I can't seem to see my own nose in spight of my face? Why must I continuously torture myself? Why do I fight for attention? Why am I fucking breathing? FUCK ME!!!!