February 11, 2017

It most certainly is one thing to be alone as opposed to being in the company of other people and feeling alone. It is such a heartwrenching, aching feeling of utter emptiness. No matter how hard one tries to be in the moment, thoughts convey otherwise deceitful memories that distort every other ideal I may have once had. I am not even certain I made an ounce of sense however, my thoughts are so all over the place I cannot seem to make heads or tails of any of them. Loneliness has become the new 'norm', as well as seclusion. When will I be able to let these empty feelings alone. When will I trust without hesitation? When?