March 17 2017

Funny how they buy, buy, treat you like gold until they finally have you then shit changes and YOU (ME) are no longer a prerogative. I just don't matter anymore. I cook, clean, reorganize, take care of your responsibilities and am ignored, shit on, treated like a leper. Fuck this. I am so glad I am not married nor will I ever be. I hate my life. If I could rip my own heart out and eat it I would.