February 16, 2013

Perhaps it seems odd that I pray using this blog, yet it seems practical. I haven't prayed with sincerity other than the dreadful "foxhole" prayers...please, I'll never, and those empty promises made to none other than myself. I deserve a little more respect from myself then I have been allowing. It always seemed that I was and had been such a failure when in reality I'm a lost little girl in a grown womans' body. I want so much to aspire to more than I am today. Dear God, I know you're listening now because NEVER before have I been able to sit with myself and hear my own thoughts. I need more strength than was given me today. I know I may be asking for much more than my share, deservingly so. Thank you for ALWAYS being there even though I shut you out! - Amen