December 3, 2012

I've heard it said time and time again that, "people who laugh the most, have experienced the most pain." Is it true? Have we? I don't laugh very often anymore however; when the occassion arises you can bet that mine is genuine. So if, this statement is true, have I not experienced "enough" pain? Is there more to come my way? If so, how MUCH more? Will I be able to bear the weight or will this be the wave that crashes in suddenly, as they so often do, knock me down and drag me under for one final hoorah? I'm scared! There is so much that I have yet to experience. So much that I need to experience, even if only momentarily. I need, I want, I desire, and yet...I walk away (as always) with my head hung low so as to hide the tears streaming down my cheeks whilst I fight a faceless beast!