I thought it was finally my time. I'm just not good enough am I? I will never be good enough. I stopped searching, I had almost given up hope, finally, or so I thought, the puzzle with a missing piece. So I tried to
pry myself into a space that wasn't big enough, for me, that is. I just realized that I don’t fit. I’ve been pushed to the side with the other
pieces that want a puzzle of their own, only to discover that I never really
had a chance. What a really sad day for
me. I have struggled daily trying to
transform myself into a puzzle piece that doesn’t suit me. I could cover myself with gems of the rarest
kind and still not be enough. I am not
needy. I don’t require constant
attention. I’ve been pushed so far away
that the pain is beginning to subside.
It’s now a numb burning sensation, no longer the piercing agony I’ve
been accustomed to. You all win! I give up!
I have no fight left in me.
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