May 22, 2013

If I'm understanding correctly here. I am more of a disappointment to people than not. What can I say? I suppose that's who I am and who I will remain. I am no longer that risk taker you all once knew me to be. Fear is the icing on my cake. It dictates my every movement. I haven't the courage to step outside of the confines of the box any longer. Lid closed I feel safe, open I am vulnerable. I can not be swayed nor will I allow myself to be manipulated.