Tuesday, May 21, 2013

May 21, 2013

Into the darkness I venture, alone once again.  I should have known better yet curiosity got the best of me.  A most profound and thought provoking moment of clarity I did however have prior to taking those first steps and still I went it alone.  That darkness I speak of often lies within the confines of my mind, like street cars racing so are my thoughts.  Scrambling to the finish line in hopes of forming one complete, intact thought.  I hear the music in the background, but cannot for the life of me cling to a solitaire lyric.  Nothing is making sense right now.  What causes all of this to come full circle?  FEAR!  It can’t leave me alone, it pounds on my chest from the inside, and tears me to shreds bit by bit, making certain I feel each and every cut.  What have I done?  Was I so horrible that peace within is only an image I find in picture books? 

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