I realize that I am one of those who aims to please others’ at any expense. Though I also realize I have neglected my own needs in order to pacify that of others’, I am no longer in the position to grant your wishes accordingly, only mine. Maybe I have treated others’ poorly as well, what’s done cannot be undone. Perhaps that seems a little selfish and if so, “too bad”. I will not be second to anyone or anything, any longer. I want to be on the front-line, not the firing line. I want to be lavished with love, a love so divine it speaks words I have yet to hear, and its arms embrace me so longingly it takes my breath away, something only heard of in storybooks. I have indeed read and re-read those very tales. I not only want to read about “love” I want to experience “love”, true love.
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