June 12, 2013

I could say that it was almost too good to be true, however; that would be a lie. I must have really fooled myself into believing that I could quiet all the chaos running rampantly in my head. I let my guard down for a fucking moment, that's all it took, one moment and now, I fear that I am sinking. Sinking faster than I have ever sunk before. There is no one around this time. I see what's left of the shattered ropes that I once clung to from previous episodes and they haven't the strength to hold me this time. What more can I say? What else is there for me to do?