March 18, 2013

It's that heart wrenching, nauseating feeling you get when you KNOW something is about to be revealed, something that you may or may not have already known, or perhaps something that you or shall I say I would rather not know. You know, that feeling when something is completely amiss. Feelings of complete and utter betrayal are abound and there is absolutely no way around that freaken' feeling. I just pray that this is one of those days, and these feelings are just that (feelings) and they too will pass. I can not deal with this shit anymore...I need to feel 110% secure in all aspects of my life...and this is by far a feeling of security. UGGHHHH