April 7, 2011

I have a story to tell...to those who are in fact willing to listen.  I said, "Listen."  I don't need feedback because that's what I've gotten all along and it's gotten me no where to say the least.  I feel stagnated, so I know that now is the time to make those changes I've been dwelling on forever it seems.  First things first...I need to clear my mind of all negativity and fill it with fresh almost euphoric thoughts and move forward from there, only one problem...where is EUPHORIA?  Is it something we create in our minds, is it sublime ecstacy two people or a group of people share?  I only know this scared, sacred heart sitting here right this very moment has yet to experience that euphoria, but I am ready.  Feelings of a tiny child rushing up to her teacher with almost tears in her eyes, presenting them with the gift they ever so lovingly hand crafted solely for them, hoping they too would receive the same sensation within their own heart.  Unfortunately it doesn't seem as though life happens that way, so back to the drawing board, laughing all the way.