July 20, 2015

I speak frequently of anxiety and such and in doing so only wreak more havoc within myself.  I have not felt relaxed or somewhat in what seems decades.  There is always a demon of sorts sitting on the outskirts of my subconscious waiting for the ideal moment to attack. Why is that?  I have tried exercise, meditation, mood altering drugs (prescribed) and all else that has been suggested.  Nothing seems to pacify that ravenous creature.  Perhaps I am going crazy and all that good shit.