June 29, 2015

It's amazing to say the least how I can go from one mood to the next in a matter of mere seconds.  It's as if I'm possessed by someone or something and there is no known cure for such.  How is it that I torment myself whilst others' throw the shit off their shoulders and forget about situations that may seem petty to some but horrific for others'?  How is that possible?  Can someone give me a push because I am on the edge here just hanging on by a thread, throw a match, something...anything, cause me to fall because I can't take much more of the misery in my mind.  No matter how I try I cannot escape this shit.