August 13, 2013

How does one measure ones' self worth?  Is it by the the handfuls of friends or perhaps it's material possessions, maybe ones' bank account balance?  Whatever the reality of it is, I have no bank account to balance, my worldly possessions are minimal, and friends, well I can count them on one hand.  I have given my all in every situation and have made certain (or so I thought) to stay clear of the flames because I know from past experiences that it does burn. However; I constantly feel the need to test myself by positioning myself so intricately right above the burning embers and it never fails, I get burned.  Over and over and over.  Seems excessive I know!  I am my own worst enemy and that YOU can take to the bank, maybe even roll over the interest earned and bank on it some more.  What do I know.  I am an EPIC FAILURE.