March 23, 2012

After much deliberation; I have decided to make this day, the first day on my road to physical and mental well being. I CANNOT endure one more painful outburst, backlash, argument, etc... It has torn at my heart for the last time. I am in pieces at this very moment. I need to gather myself together, and move forward. I realize that this is going to be one of the most difficult ventures of my life, but in order to stay focused I must go at this with deep and sincere intent. It's over. The fight for my life has just begun. Those seeds that need to be sewn, are sprouting, literally they are, they need soil, and sunlight, love and compassion in order to grow, just as I do. I need those things. I will not settle.