August 9, 2010

So today GOD I presume is testing my ability to maintain my sanity, or is it satan trying to grab me and bring me down, no matter the reasoning behind all of the name calling and/or the belittling; I (YES I) can take no more. I have gone beyond the limitations that any one single human being can endure. I am not an asshole as I've been told, nor am I that self-centered, self-loathing, delusional, mental bitch that others' refer to me as. I am "KELLY" that's it, there are none other that I go by and if there are those of you who cannot pronounce my name sake then for by all means do me a favor, don't put forth the effort in trying to form the words that have or are going to slip past your tongues, because apparently if that's truly how I am perceived by other's than I am not worthy of your time, nor are you of mine. I am allowing myself this time during this day to release the tensions that have been built up, if it's taken to heart then so be it.