The day started out as every other day, me having to clean and sanitize everything. That's a norm for me now. I guess you could say that to some extent I'm a germaphobe! I grew up where everything had a place no matter what it was. Cleaning our rooms entailed putting things where they belonged not where I could hide them and to this day I EXPECT the same in my household. I'm sick and tired of cleaning up after adults, putting things that are not my responsibilty away. Follow directions and there will be no a!tercations. Something which I thrive on, altercation that is. I dislike people as a whole and have no desire to make or maintain fake friendships. I'm absolutely sick and tired of being placed on the back burner only when something needs to be done or someone has a second to spare. If I'm that much of an inconvenience then don't bother. Attended a wedding yesterday and I actually shed a few tears out of sheer jealousy. I'm happy for them but couldn't seem to control my own thoughts. I am by no means a people person, never have been and never will be. I trust no one. Maybe I'm being overbearing when it comes to coping with all of this but this is me and I have no intention of changing for anyone.
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