April 7, 2015

Why is it that we believe lies upon lies?  Are we or should I say am I that desperate that I consent to the 'game' once again?  I elude all of the red flags that have been strategically placed before me.  Deceptive acts that I overlook intentionally perhaps, whatever the case may be I allow myself to fall and in doing so become a casualty once again. I don't think that I will ever learn from my mistakes because I repeat them over and over again.  I can almost predict the outcome of any given situation by the initial encounter.  I make myself completely sick, emotionally and then physically. I wonder when lessons will be learned?