September 30, 2013

And so goes another year...and once again I've fooled myself into believing that I had finally come to terms with the theory of letting go. How profound a thought of mine. I haven't learned to let go. I haven't learned to live. I don't have a clue what direction it is I need to turn. I simply haven't a clue. I am, at this very moment in time, "CLUELESS", by every definition of the word. I can't find my place in the world. I am not even certain that I want to find a place to fit in, feel comfortable with and all of that happy horse shit. I live in constant fear, of EVERYTHING. I am completely lost.