Is there anyone else out there that wants to die? I mean truly has had enough of this life and has no fight left in them wanting to die. I've gone over this for many years in my mind and have concluded that I am the problem! I know longer have the desire to walk this miserable planet! I am giving up! Giving up on myself, my kids, what family is left and all others who read this. I have no more tears to shed, I'm absolutely miserable in my own skin and try daily to cut it off with no success that is, obviously. Psychiatrists, therapists haven't helped thus far and I've been through many of them. Cocktails of prescriptions one after another and nothing seems to take the edge off, ever. I'm always on high alert, always waiting for the next shoe to drop and so I've heard this is no way to live. There's nothing more for me to do but give up. Fuck yes, I'm scared, daily.
