Sunday, September 26, 2021

September 26, 2021

 Today is just like any other day. 😖 No one places any value on belongings not belonging to themselves yet destroy everything that has meaning to a certain individual. How about I start destroying everything in my own path. Sounds like the perfect plan. I'm simply sick and tired of being sick and tired that I'm sick and tired.

Friday, September 17, 2021

September17, 2021

 Today is like every other day. I'm sick and tired of trying to wiggle my way in, I am that awkward puzzle piece that just doesn't fit anywhere. 

Wednesday, September 15, 2021

September, 15, 2021

 The fear is real.  No I'm not imagining it, I become paralyzed. I can't breathe, can't move, can't seem to accomplish the smallest of tasks. I know I need to get out of this zone but how!? I have errands to run yet the thought cripples me so I will put it off for another tomorrow in hopes that I will gain some stability within and it will overcome the fear.

August 19, 2021

 Today has been one hellish event after another. Nothing I do or say seems right. So when desperate times call for desperate measures, chop your hair off like nothing else matters and be done with it. That's exactly what I did. A real chop job I might add.