Sunday, August 15, 2021

August 15, 2021

 Insomnia strikes once again! I can't seem to sleep more than 2 hours. WTF gives?! I've been up all night cleaning, doing what little laundry I've managed to collect, broke my damn mop head and a nail, at the same time. My mind won't shut down for longer than two hours and its wreaking havoc on me emotionally. Its 2 AM and all I can seem to do is watch the clock. With sleep deprivation comes resentments, anger and even blocks of hatred. 

Friday, August 13, 2021

August 13, 2021

 What can go wrong ...WILL GO WRONG. I stand by those words 110% all of the time. I'm sick and tired of being spoken to like a fucking child, I'm sick and tired of being spoken over. I'm simply sick and fucking tired. 

Thursday, August 12, 2021

August 12, 2021

 Everything and I mean EVERYTHING has to be an argument. your simply never satisfied with the fact that I may just very well be right occasionally. What the fuck gives?! Sleepless nights anger the fuck out of me because my mind wonders to places it should no longer visit.

Friday, August 6, 2021

August 6, 2021

 Have you ever felt so disrespected, disregarded as a fucking human that all you can see is blood red!? I had to remove myself physically because the fury that is building may result in a physical altercation and I know what follows.