A text from my daughter!

Mom,

With everything going on with Dylan and his mom, it makes my heart hurt so much thinking about that day I almost lost you. That will always be the scariest moment of my life. I love you mommy, more than you can ever know, I love you so much I'd go to the ends of the world for you and back, I'm sorry for all of the times we've fought, but I hope you know now that I was stubborn and would never back down because I love you and I just wanted you to love me and Preston and lexi back as much as we did you !

Looking back, I thought those dark times would never end and that you would despise me forever, but I can shed tears of happiness because you did it, you are strong enough to be sober, to be who you are, to receive the help you needed and ask for more. A little over a year ago I was at work trying to fight back the tears because I was scared of going to a home with the news that my mom died.. and today I look forward to every time I see you, I see you in my future for so long, im no longer afraid of losing you or the what I'd. You are the true definition of Lotus Flowers, perseverance, strength, faith.. courage and love. Thank you for fighting mommy.. I love you and I ALWAYS believed in you ! 💕💛💛💛💛

August 26, 2018

Hi, I'm Kelly, and I am an alcoholic! I have needed to post this for 30+ years
 I am and always will be an alcoholic whether abstaining or recovering from this horrific disease...I am an alcoholic.

August 14, 2018

And so the fog has been lowered and all thoughts are of home!